Forgive my randomness!!!

The things I am thinking about...

...how blessed Toby and I are...
...can't believe how big I am getting...

...better yet, am so excited my baby girl is growing so healthily...
...will she have my color hair...
...or will she have my chubby cheeks...
...will she suffer through my curse of zits...
...will she dance...
...will she sing...
...the intricate imagination of God...
...ie, this baby girl is part me and part Toby... (HOW AMAZING!)
...how much love is she going to have...
...whose going to love her name...
...whose going to hate her name...
...what is it like to share blood with someone you love...
...if my boobs are getting so big, where is the milk...
...could they get any bigger...
...will I be lucky enough to avoid the dreaded stretch marks...
...will I cry as I get the epidural...
...i know I will cry when I hold her...
...i am so excited to meet her...


I am also thinking...
...how thankful I am for my mom...
...without her, I would not be who I am today...


...how thankful I am for Toby...
...without him I would not know the act of unconditional love...


...how thankful I am for friends...
...for whom without I would be boring...

...how thankful I am for forgiveness....
...for without it, I would be homeless in the streets of my heart...


...how thankful I am for each and everyone of my family members...
...for without each of them, I would not have a will to live...
(sorry if you are a member of my family and are not pictured- doesn't make you less important in my life, just means I couldn't find a pic of you)



Additionally I am thinking... (random stuff)

...how in the world did this "swine flu" become such a big deal...
...will my baby girl be safe from it...
...God tells me not to worry...
...But make up your mind not to worry beforehand how you will defend yourselves.
(Luke 21:14 NIV)...
...why can't I get motivated to write this darn practicum...
...do I really know how to write it anyways...
...whats the point in writing a class reflection paper
when they make you fill out a survey any way...
...is Rachel having as much fun getting to know Germany as I would be...
...does Amanda ever think of me...
...will Gracey be around long enough to enjoy the abundance of family Toby and I wish to have...
...what is Heaven like for doggies...
...how can anyone hurt a dog...
...will this wart on my finger ever go away...
...i have had it for 7 months...
...will Roger and Marvel really come back to share our home again (and bring the crib)...
...how come mom hasn't answered my messages today...
...how should I decorate the baby's room...
...will it ever be spring...
...will I get to camp before our baby comes...
...i love camping...
...should we get Gracey another pal to tag along with her...
...does anyone ever really read this blog anyways...
...will Ian ever get married...
...bet Ian never thought I'd never mention him in a blog...
...can I go to So You Think You Can Dance this year...
...will I get to be a great dancer in Heaven...
...will I ever get to me Celine Dion...
...will she ever know I am her biggest fan...
...are the students of FPU as successful as Toby and I have been...
...do you know what FPU is...
...if not see the second previous blog...
...what will i do with a masters degree...
...should i get my doctorate...
...could you see me as a child psychologist...
...hey, it could happen...
...anything can happen, if you believe...
...how long do I have to wait to see my brother again...
...speaking of brothers, will David ever learn how to survive in society...

I TOLD YOU THIS STUFF WAS RANDOM!!!
...how many other woman are pregnant...
...how many are due around the end of July...
...why is facebook so addicting...
...no I am not bored...
...i am just reflective...
...where will I go on my next vacation...
...how are my cousins that are pregnant with me doing...
...hope I never have to do CPR on my baby girl...
...are you bored, have you given up on my randomness...
...does Jac-lyn know how much I admire her...
...does she know how much she reflects the sister I've always wanted...
...how can Toby wake me up this morning and say it's snowing...
...now it is sunny and no snow is on the ground...
...another opportunity missed at the gym...
...should I do the WiiFit...
...do I look as silly as Toby does when he hula hoops...
...what should I make for dinner...
...is this getting inundating...
...i should stop...
...bet Rachel enjoyed this...
...miss you Rachy...