Praising God for the Good and the NOT so Good!

This week at church our Pastor had us write what WE NEED TO CELEBRATE, WE WOULD CHANGE, WE NEED TO CONCLUDE, and WHAT WE ARE CONTENDING FOR (in other words hoping for in the new year) about 2010. Perhaps this was either good timing or God moving. Either way, Toby and I were already preparing in our hearts the answers we would come up with. Here is that list.

What do you Need to Celebrate: 

• It's no surprise first on our list was Aniela's 1st Bday! We have been given a great gift in that little girl. We know we are blessed. We are so thankful that God has chosen us to be her parents.
• Next to make the list: Our 2nd Year Anniversary! Making it past the first year was tough, but our second year of marriage was much more challenging than the first! We are so blessed to have each other.
• This one is my own personal hurdle overcame, very dear to my soul: At the start of the year Aniela was diagnosed with severe eczema and pretty much everyone we went to (uh hmmm... doctors) told us we would just have to "suffer" through it. My poor baby woke us up one night covered in blood because she had scratched her face so bad. I was not going to take "suffering" for an answer. I was desperate for help. I found a "nutritionist" in Layfayette (about an hour from here) that was certain this was caused by allergies, and not just allergies, but milk (or dairy, better yet, casein... the protein in dairy). I am not joking people, one week off of dairy and Aniela's little body healed all up! A-M-A-Z-ING!!! Still praising God for that miracle. She is so beautiful! 
• All around us we are humbled by our dear friends losing jobs. We are so blessed. United Launch Alliance (Toby's company) has continued to give us such security in that area. Or should I say my VERY intelligent hubby has managed to impress ULA. Job security is vital in today's economy, and we are blessed by it.
• Daddy (my daddy) has had a lot of surgeries lately. First let me praise God that he has been free of cancer for two years this summer! First surgery gave us a scare. So needless to say come his second surgery we were nervous about his heart. Thank God that when we cover loved ones in prayer, He is faithful. Anyhoot, without getting into too much details, I am praising God that he has come out of both surgeries this year on top. Not sure I would know what to do without my daddy! 
• This next one did not make the list this past Sunday, but I have to share this because it is definitely worthy of celebration: For many of you, you know the "hell" I personally have been in with my student loans. Well... Toby and I have been praying over and over again for a miracle. (Side note: I always get a kick outta how God's plans are WAY different than our, yet, somehow they always work out better; somehow.) Anyways, long story short, NO no random person paid off that nice hunk of money by check, but the Lord does have favor when we ask, and Sallie Mae has agreed to lower my monthly payments to them by a significant amount. I feel like the Lord wants us to be faithful with this for now and I have a funny feeling He will bless us even more. 
• And last but not least, we had the best Christmas ever this year. I have never believed Christmas was about receiving. But this year... somehow... I received a whole lot, and I assure you it was not presents. Not only did my family bless me, but the Lord has really given me a great gift (a peace of mind) that I am taking into the new year; whats really important in life? Something maybe you can take as well. 

What Do You Need to Change:

• If there is one thing Toby and I have struggled most with this year, it would be our communication with each other. We have both fallen short of many things (in regards to communicating with each other) this year. Perhaps, what we "need to change" is the surface of our marriage. We both want to dig deeper and understand each other better; much better.
• Ah Ha, here's the infamous one... "take care of our bodies"... yes people that's what we wrote! Anyone wanna join the YMCA with me? LoL.
• Financial Discipline... yes... we need more of that. Especially if I want to be in a house this summer (which I do desperately).
• And.... as always, and all year, MORE DEVOTION TO GOD! I can never get enough of Him, and we are both certain, with more God our marriage can flourish better, and so can the rest of our lives.

What do you Need to Conclude: 

• This one is a bit harder, and perhaps a bit more personal, but here goes: My endless need to please everyone. Some of you know this "fault" I have and others have no clue, but even those that do, have no clue what toll this has taken on my soul. I am pleading with God to help me release the constant "psychoanalyzing" I do and make peace with everything He has created me to be. This is the verse He has given me to meditate on in the new year.
  

  Jer 29:11

  For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

What are you Contending for:

• As best said with my hubby by my side: "A blessed year, one filled with financial freedom, a happier, deeper marriage & a healthy family both spiritually and physically!"

Perhaps God gives us little windows to peek through sometimes to better sense whether the door were about to open is good or bad. I believe the window that God is letting me peek through is one filled of Promises! I am so excited about what He is doing in my heart. I can't wait to share it with you all in 2011!

Happy New Year!

Love the Titone Family

(I promise I will get pictures up here after things settle down a bit)